Tag: Recovery

Survivor

I had to be honest with myself I was the only person who could shape my future Either by living in the past or moving forward Was I going to live my life as a victim or survivor? I decided right then From that… Continue Reading “Survivor”

Drinking With My Demons

I used to light a cigarette Close the door And drink Until my demons went away Now I open the door Pour them a drink And tell them They are welcomed to stay

Ana

As my bones began to show My hunger faded Until I did not recognize my own reflection Ana praised me and she encouraged me To make the number on the scale lower She was in control Where was I? The happy girl I once… Continue Reading “Ana”

Little Girl

Some days I want to heal Some days I don’t The trauma and abuse I faced while young is a part of me It makes me who I am Who will I be if I move past it? The thought of it terrifies me… Continue Reading “Little Girl”

No Escape

It still stings when someone mentions your name Suddenly the flashback of you is right before my eyes There’s just no escaping you

The Path

I awoke last night from a dream I had I was walking between two large mountains on a path There was no way around So I continued until I came to a creek My thirst for hope consumed me So I drank the water… Continue Reading “The Path”

Listen To Your Heart

Love cautiously my mind tells me Love always whispers my heart

Searching

I hope you know that even in the dark I will always search for the light

Left

Leave me be You have already taken almost every piece of me Not much is left

Red

Red lipstick High heels Perfume Cheers to getting over you