Tag: Bulimia

25

People talk about marriage, children and growing old They ask for my opinion And act surprised When I say I don’t think that far ahead How am I supposed to explain I didn’t think I’d still be alive at 25? Those highs and lows…

Choose To Stay

Everytime I came so close to death I wanted to live And that is enough for me To choose to stay

Drinking With My Demons

I used to light a cigarette Close the door And drink Until my demons went away Now I open the door Pour them a drink And tell them They are welcomed to stay

The Gift

Never hide the hurt you feel inside to have others accept you Don’t you know that you feeling so much is a beautiful gift?

Evolve

Evolve from the hurt There is always pain when it comes to transformation

Alive

People amuse me in the sense that they are oblivious to life itself And that they choose to be ignorant so that they may not suffer Don’t they know that suffering is the only damn thing in this mad world That makes us feel…

Ana

As my bones began to show My hunger faded Until I did not recognize my own reflection Ana praised me and she encouraged me To make the number on the scale lower She was in control Where was I? The happy girl I once…

Little Girl

Some days I want to heal Some days I don’t The trauma and abuse I faced while young is a part of me It makes me who I am Who will I be if I move past it? The thought of it terrifies me…

The Path

I awoke last night from a dream I had I was walking between two large mountains on a path There was no way around So I continued until I came to a creek My thirst for hope consumed me So I drank the water…

Searching

I hope you know that even in the dark I will always search for the light