Tag: Mania

Inside My Mind

I’ve accepted I will always feel a little lost inside my mind And live in darkness from time to time

Familiarity

Many are afraid of the dark But I prefer to sit in it alone

Keep Pushing Forward

My recovery has never been a straight line I have relapsed time and time again But I keep pushing forward Doing what I can

The Rainbow

Bad days come and go Just like a storm Then you look outside your window And see the rainbow

Price To Live

There was a time when I thought I could touch the moon and fly away on a shooting star And there was a time when I held pink pills in my palm listening to death’s sweet whispers Now I trade my “genius” for stability…

Choose To Stay

Everytime I came so close to death I wanted to live And that is enough for me To choose to stay

Drinking With My Demons

I used to light a cigarette Close the door And drink Until my demons went away Now I open the door Pour them a drink And tell them They are welcomed to stay

The Gift

Never hide the hurt you feel inside to have others accept you Don’t you know that you feeling so much is a beautiful gift?

Thankful

If you take my bipolar disorder away Then the best parts of me disappear My empathy My resilience My creativity My heart My reality My ambition My hope My compassion It is not always a weakness you see I am so much more because…

The Path

I awoke last night from a dream I had I was walking between two large mountains on a path There was no way around So I continued until I came to a creek My thirst for hope consumed me So I drank the water…