Tag: Schizophrenia

Choose To Stay

Everytime I came so close to death I wanted to live And that is enough for me To choose to stay

Drinking With My Demons

I used to light a cigarette Close the door And drink Until my demons went away Now I open the door Pour them a drink And tell them They are welcomed to stay

The Gift

Never hide the hurt you feel inside to have others accept you Don’t you know that you feeling so much is a beautiful gift?

Evolve

Evolve from the hurt There is always pain when it comes to transformation

Alive

People amuse me in the sense that they are oblivious to life itself And that they choose to be ignorant so that they may not suffer Don’t they know that suffering is the only damn thing in this mad world That makes us feel…

Foreign

Don’t ask me if I am happy I’ve never known what that is It’s a foreign term My mind can’t comprehend I am made of too much darkness to ever feel that And I have accepted it This is who I am And I…

Little Girl

Some days I want to heal Some days I don’t The trauma and abuse I faced while young is a part of me It makes me who I am Who will I be if I move past it? The thought of it terrifies me…

Black Thing

I wake up with this black thing inside me I go throughout the day with this black thing inside me And I go to sleep with this black thing inside me

The Path

I awoke last night from a dream I had I was walking between two large mountains on a path There was no way around So I continued until I came to a creek My thirst for hope consumed me So I drank the water…

Searching

I hope you know that even in the dark I will always search for the light