Tag: Recovery

Sad Eyes

Pour me a glass of brandy And tell me the story behind your sad eyes Advertisements

Price To Live

There was a time when I thought I could touch the moon and fly away on a shooting star And there was a time when I held pink pills in my palm listening to death’s sweet whispers Now I trade my “genius” for stability…

Dancing With Death

I dance with death each day A bittersweet melody with a slow rhythm A dark room with a small candle for light The longer we dance The brighter the flame Teaching me to always hold on to hope

Choose To Stay

Everytime I came so close to death I wanted to live And that is enough for me To choose to stay

Survivor

I had to be honest with myself I was the only person who could shape my future Either by living in the past or moving forward Was I going to live my life as a victim or survivor? I decided right then From that…

Drinking With My Demons

I used to light a cigarette Close the door And drink Until my demons went away Now I open the door Pour them a drink And tell them They are welcomed to stay

Ana

As my bones began to show My hunger faded Until I did not recognize my own reflection Ana praised me and she encouraged me To make the number on the scale lower She was in control Where was I? The happy girl I once…

Little Girl

Some days I want to heal Some days I don’t The trauma and abuse I faced while young is a part of me It makes me who I am Who will I be if I move past it? The thought of it terrifies me…

No Escape

It still stings when someone mentions your name Suddenly the flashback of you is right before my eyes There’s just no escaping you

The Path

I awoke last night from a dream I had I was walking between two large mountains on a path There was no way around So I continued until I came to a creek My thirst for hope consumed me So I drank the water…