Tag: Bipolar Disorder

Choose To Stay

Everytime I came so close to death I wanted to live And that is enough for me To choose to stay

Survivor

I had to be honest with myself I was the only person who could shape my future Either by living in the past or moving forward Was I going to live my life as a victim or survivor? I decided right then From that…

Drinking With My Demons

I used to light a cigarette Close the door And drink Until my demons went away Now I open the door Pour them a drink And tell them They are welcomed to stay

The Gift

Never hide the hurt you feel inside to have others accept you Don’t you know that you feeling so much is a beautiful gift?

Thankful

If you take my bipolar disorder away Then the best parts of me disappear My empathy My resilience My creativity My heart My reality My ambition My hope My compassion It is not always a weakness you see I am so much more because…

Evolve

Evolve from the hurt There is always pain when it comes to transformation

Alive

People amuse me in the sense that they are oblivious to life itself And that they choose to be ignorant so that they may not suffer Don’t they know that suffering is the only damn thing in this mad world That makes us feel…

Foreign

Don’t ask me if I am happy I’ve never known what that is It’s a foreign term My mind can’t comprehend I am made of too much darkness to ever feel that And I have accepted it This is who I am And I…

Bleed Ink

If you want to write poetry You have to learn to bleed in ink

Little Girl

Some days I want to heal Some days I don’t The trauma and abuse I faced while young is a part of me It makes me who I am Who will I be if I move past it? The thought of it terrifies me…