Tag: Bipolar Disorder

Alive

People amuse me in the sense that they are oblivious to life itself And that they choose to be ignorant so that they may not suffer Don’t they know that suffering is the only damn thing in this mad world That makes us feel…

Foreign

Don’t ask me if I am happy I’ve never known what that is It’s a foreign term My mind can’t comprehend I am made of too much darkness to ever feel that And I have accepted it This is who I am And I…

Bleed Ink

If you want to write poetry You have to learn to bleed in ink

Little Girl

Some days I want to heal Some days I don’t The trauma and abuse I faced while young is a part of me It makes me who I am Who will I be if I move past it? The thought of it terrifies me…

Black Thing

I wake up with this black thing inside me I go throughout the day with this black thing inside me And I go to sleep with this black thing inside me

No Escape

It still stings when someone mentions your name Suddenly the flashback of you is right before my eyes There’s just no escaping you

The Path

I awoke last night from a dream I had I was walking between two large mountains on a path There was no way around So I continued until I came to a creek My thirst for hope consumed me So I drank the water…

Searching

I hope you know that even in the dark I will always search for the light

Poison

I drank the poison of my thoughts Almost costing me my life Yet, fate decided that I live So now I face what I once did not Courage shall be the drink I have instead

Snake

He sat in a black chair Stared me down with black beady eyes Snake Snake Snake I looked down I looked up He preceded to tell me My disorder was grave No cure The worst one Endless medication Years of therapy My mind began…