Tag: Eating Disorder

The Rainbow

Bad days come and go Just like a storm Then you look outside your window And see the rainbow Advertisements

Light

Tonight I am in that dark place again But this time I have no doubt I will make it through And the light once more Will return in the morning

Price To Live

There was a time when I thought I could touch the moon and fly away on a shooting star And there was a time when I held pink pills in my palm listening to death’s sweet whispers Now I trade my “genius” for stability…

25

People talk about marriage, children and growing old They ask for my opinion And act surprised When I say I don’t think that far ahead How am I supposed to explain I didn’t think I’d still be alive at 25? Those highs and lows…

Choose To Stay

Everytime I came so close to death I wanted to live And that is enough for me To choose to stay

Drinking With My Demons

I used to light a cigarette Close the door And drink Until my demons went away Now I open the door Pour them a drink And tell them They are welcomed to stay

The Gift

Never hide the hurt you feel inside to have others accept you Don’t you know that you feeling so much is a beautiful gift?

Evolve

Evolve from the hurt There is always pain when it comes to transformation

Alive

People amuse me in the sense that they are oblivious to life itself And that they choose to be ignorant so that they may not suffer Don’t they know that suffering is the only damn thing in this mad world That makes us feel…

Ana

As my bones began to show My hunger faded Until I did not recognize my own reflection Ana praised me and she encouraged me To make the number on the scale lower She was in control Where was I? The happy girl I once…