Tag: Eating Disorder

Inside My Mind

I’ve accepted I will always feel a little lost inside my mind And live in darkness from time to time

You Are More Than A Number

Scales are society’s way of telling you that your worth is tied to a number

Familiarity

Many are afraid of the dark But I prefer to sit in it alone

Keep Pushing Forward

My recovery has never been a straight line I have relapsed time and time again But I keep pushing forward Doing what I can

The Rainbow

Bad days come and go Just like a storm Then you look outside your window And see the rainbow

Light

Tonight I am in that dark place again But this time I have no doubt I will make it through And the light once more Will return in the morning

Price To Live

There was a time when I thought I could touch the moon and fly away on a shooting star And there was a time when I held pink pills in my palm listening to death’s sweet whispers Now I trade my “genius” for stability…

25

People talk about marriage, children and growing old They ask for my opinion And act surprised When I say I don’t think that far ahead How am I supposed to explain I didn’t think I’d still be alive at 25? Those highs and lows…

Choose To Stay

Everytime I came so close to death I wanted to live And that is enough for me To choose to stay

Drinking With My Demons

I used to light a cigarette Close the door And drink Until my demons went away Now I open the door Pour them a drink And tell them They are welcomed to stay