Tag: Heal

Price To Live

There was a time when I thought I could touch the moon and fly away on a shooting star And there was a time when I held pink pills in my palm listening to death’s sweet whispers Now I trade my “genius” for stability…

A Colorado Cabin

I know one day We will be wine drunk In a Colorado cabin Laughing about how we broke each other’s hearts One summer long ago

Choose To Stay

Everytime I came so close to death I wanted to live And that is enough for me To choose to stay

Drinking With My Demons

I used to light a cigarette Close the door And drink Until my demons went away Now I open the door Pour them a drink And tell them They are welcomed to stay

The Gift

Never hide the hurt you feel inside to have others accept you Don’t you know that you feeling so much is a beautiful gift?

Alive

People amuse me in the sense that they are oblivious to life itself And that they choose to be ignorant so that they may not suffer Don’t they know that suffering is the only damn thing in this mad world That makes us feel…

Ana

As my bones began to show My hunger faded Until I did not recognize my own reflection Ana praised me and she encouraged me To make the number on the scale lower She was in control Where was I? The happy girl I once…

Little Girl

Some days I want to heal Some days I don’t The trauma and abuse I faced while young is a part of me It makes me who I am Who will I be if I move past it? The thought of it terrifies me…

Mornings with Plath

I do not like small talk Nor people who have no depth I like to be alone to explore my mind I write poetry, letters and stories On a typewriter I read Jane Austen’s novels I listen to Sylvia Plath’s poetry On a record…

Past

I could not do it anymore Going back to you each time you felt like reaching out What I need you can not give me I must give it to myself And leave you in the past where you belong