Alone I am
Forever I shall be
An old soul like me
Will never be complete
I thought about ending for a long time
Until one night I dreamt of my fate
And in it, — I in the coffin
My lovely mother beside it; Completely torn
I knew now why ending simply didn’t make the pain stop
It made it endure and transform
Into something much much more
Hypomania we meet again, such a dear old friend
Without you, my best work wouldn’t exist
Ah, but you always leave in the end
You’re part of the disorder I always miss
I spend my days with coffee, literature and writing about memories of you and me.
Haven’t you heard women like me cause pure destruction?
Yet, here you are still intrigued and not even trying to leave
You have no idea what you’re getting yourself into — Not a clue
I’m the rain
I’m the lightning
Darling, I’m the storm
Don’t let fear stop you from falling in love. Young man, the most beautiful things in life are felt within the heart.
I lost you; I stopped drinking.
When you left my book of life
The chapter ended but the story continued
I do not read the same chapter twice
Next Chapter: Moving On
You were there one day
Then you were gone
No goodbye
Just like in a sad song
You may think you have used me or hurt me
You may even think I hate you
I am okay with you thinking that
It is better than the truth
All you were was a rebound
I liked the idea of having someone there
I do not hate you
I hate myself for using you
Those feelings were never really there
All part of the show
Manipulation
It is what I do best
It is good that you left
I have rough edges that may cause harm
Broken promises
Broken hearts
I hope another woman can show you love again
I am not capable of doing so anytime soon
It is what you deserve
I wish you the best