Sit with your emotions
Feel them
Breath in
Breath out
Let the pain hurt
Allow yourself to forgive
You must do so in order to move forward
Is this what it takes to make art?
To pull my beating heart out of my chest?
As I write, the blood from my heart is used as ink
These words I write are more than just thoughts
They are derived from my very soul
The hurting and healing at a constant tug of war
Battle they do
Whichever one wins in the end
No one shall ever know
However, I will remain with this pen in my hand
Until every last drop of blood is put on paper
In your darkest hour it is up to you whether you will rise or fall.
Guilt creeps upon me like a long lost friend
Promises I should have kept
Words I should have not said
In time I will forget
Currently, it meets me
And beats me dead
The young man said, “I miss her.”
The old woman replied, “Then tell her.”
I am a walking miracle. After everything I have endured, I am still here.
I am at constant war with my mind. At times I fear it will consume me and there will be nothing left of me but this darkness inside of me. I’m afraid I shall go the same way as Plath and Hemingway in the end.
If you can’t let go of someone no matter how hard you try, the universe is speaking to you. Shut up and listen.
I have seen too many people in my life who belong together but aren’t due to one universal emotion we humans call pride.
With vulnerability comes power
With pride comes a coward