Pleasant Surprise

What a pleasant surprise
I did not see you coming
I was in my own storm
Heading south with my own thunder and rain
When you startled me like a bolt of lightning from the north
Striking me and taking me on highs I have never known
An electric magnetic pull
A melting warming sensation
My ice cold heart now holding flames of fire
A hope that has now turned into desire
You have some sort of light that knows my dark soul
Each time I try to push you away
You come for me
Always
Promising you will never let go
All I can think about when I look back
Is what a pleasant surprise it has been
For I did not see you coming
And now I know why

Wrong

Is it wrong that I am still wanting you after everything you have put me through?

Always Hoping

I know you are not coming back
Yet here I am
Still having hope

Live On

It is not fair you know
How I let you live on
In my poetry

Stability

I feel safest next to you
Your arms wrapped tightly around me
You see, I have never had that in my life
Stability

Poetry

People ask me why I write poetry, as if the answer is an untold secret I have been hiding for years
It is quite simple
I write better than I speak
Poetry is feelings you can not say out loud

Tell Me

How do you learn to love someone when all you have ever known in life, is to leave before you get left?

Risk It All

I would rather risk it all and follow my heart; than live a life of regret

The Lonely Lesson

Loneliness teaches us the most important lesson of all
Everyone needs someone

Karma

Karma keeps teaching me I need to take my own advice

Never Looking Back

If you act like you do not want me in your life
Then let me do the honor
And walk right out
Without once looking back

Come Back

When it comes to you
There is nothing I could say or do
To make peace with the past
Nor make it right with you
Every step I take
No matter where I am going
Nor what I do
You are always on my mind
Wishing I had not ended it
After everything that has been said and done
I am still completely in love with you