I tried my best to stay away
To put up a shield
To guard my heart
How foolish to think I could hold you off
Those eyes
That mouth
This touch
The shield is down
The white flag is up
My heart no longer is guarded
It’s all yours
To keep
I surrender
If I could give you a whole constellation, I would
But this star will have to do
If I could put into words how much you mean to me, it still wouldn’t be enough
For you were like a shooting star, across a black night sky
Out of nowhere, you appeared, igniting light all around me
Since, I’ve been in a trance and I wish to never return
I found that your light is what I needed most
I will never again apologize for my disorder. I’ll be damned if I ever surround myself around people who prefer to put the blame on me rather than their own misinformed judgement.