Words toss and turn in my head
At rapid speed
Never ceasing
This is the high of my mania
This feeling is not madness
No not at all
Such a strange word to describe emotions so raw and beautiful
To feel everything so intensely is the only way I would want to live
I will come alive with this pen in my hand
Watch as the miracle begins
I must write the flames of words I see
These visions must be told
I do not stop
I can not stop
Words on paper have just begun
I hope you know that even in the dark I will always search for the light
I will never risk what I have with you for someone I once knew before you
Stop looking for validation from others and be comfortable in your own skin
I am neither the moon nor sun
Neither dusk nor dawn
I am both made into one
I lost myself
Giving all of me to you
So now I look at my reflection and ask
Who am I?
You may have been temporary in my life but you left an imprint on my heart to last a lifetime
I am starting to forget I once loved you
It is all very bittersweet
I still miss you but I miss the old me more
Never underestimate the courage of one person who stands up for change
Show me your wounds from past lovers mourned
Allow me to kiss your broken bones
Mend your cracked heart
Bring light to your sullen eyes
To let you know
That you are forever mine